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What doesn’t kill yah, makes you stronger!!!
I hope my psychic aunt is right when she says I’m going to be successful! Because I can only hope that my future is better then what it is right now. But I guess I’m still “young,” I guess I still have time to make something of myself. I still have time to be better then 50% of the population. And god do I want to be better then these people. NO offense. But here is my countdown to greatness. 9 days till Christmas. 15 days till the New Year and 28 days till My 21st birthday.
“What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”
On days like this, I have to stop and think about the good things in my life. I have to remind myself that everyday isn’t like today. So Here I go… I’m grateful for the people I have in my life and for the boy who continues to love me even though I’m not perfect. I’m truly sorry for being that crazy girlfriend every once in awhile. But I believe love makes people go crazy, so boy do I love you :)
-In which,
I know you don’t read my blog posts, so I figured I’d admit on here that your also my number 1 even though I always joke that your not. And its also extremely hard to be mad at you when you make me look at you.
But I really would like to call it a night and forget the fact that I wasted the entire day doing nothing when I have a major final tomorrow morning.. And yeah I know I’m still wasting time by blogging. But whatever happens happens. I’m an imperfect person and I’m okay with that.
Just another update.
It’s definitely not summer anymore.. As it is currently raining and cloudy out. Funny thing is I just learned what all the different types of clouds are. apparently their are low level clouds, middle level, and high level clouds. In which I don’t really know their names yet.. Ha I’v never been good with names.
This week has been way less stressful tho. To the point where I find myself doing the most randomest things… Like last night I spent an hour joining different company email lists to receive free food coupons on my birthday!! In which I am super stocked to get my free ice cream, sandwich coupon, burger, and even a $30 gift card..
What else have I been up too. Oh my boyfriend had me try raw salmon… Way too slimy for my liking. Umm I watched the season finale of dance moms.. Anyone watch that show? I sadly got addicted to the show and now even know all the little dancers names… (sad I know)
But, I have a night class in an hour and have to leave in like 30 minutes.. Gr. I REALLY dislike going to school in the afternoon then having to go back at night. Such a day killer.
Anyways. Hope everyone has a happy weekend :) I shall be working and studying.
If I’m not strong enough, would you love me
If I need you too much, would you love me
If I run to you when I wanna cry, when I’m gonna break
And you can’t understand why, would you love me anyway
Would you love me anyway
If I need you too much, would you love me
If I run to you when I wanna cry, when I’m gonna break
And you can’t understand why, would you love me anyway
Would you love me anyway
- Katrina Elam “Would You Love Me Anyway”
I choose you, by Mario!
“Whenever you want it
Whenever you need it
Whatever you feel like, it’s gon’ be like
You better believe it
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don’t have to dance alone, no
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you…”
Explosion
I’m counting down the days till my head explodes….
Just today I spent a good 8 hours catching up on school work. (Major Nerd Alert) ha. I know thats a bit ridiculous But I have (4) major exams coming up and of course none of them will be the simple common sense kind of questions. Therefore, I had to get a semi-head start. I mean who can retain (4) totally different subjects in one weekend. If I could I would… But with work tomorrow and the next day. I knew if I didn’t study my ass off tonight. I would be REGRETTING it all week.
So here are some random facts.. AKA: The only facts I can remember from my (4) classes…
-Children can recognize themselves in the mirror at 18 months
-On September 22 there will be exactly 12hrs of sunlight and 12 hours of nighttime. (Equinox)
-1kg is 2.2 pounds
- Macronutrients are: proteins, carbohydrates, and fats
-The Sky is blue because the blue light from the sun is scattered and not absorbed by the atmosphere.
-And last but not least Statistics formulas are Way to long for their own good!!!
Sweet baby jesus… I need to upgrade my long term memory skills :p
This songs been stuck in my head for days now!
“The Way You Make Me Feel
You Really Turn Me On…
You Knock Me Off Of My Feet..
(My Lonely Days Are Gone)”
Back in class….
Well, KIND OF!
I technically only have one class a day with the exception of my night class on thursdays. But I gotta admit it is pretty nice having an easy week! So lets see my teachers are all pretty cool in their own “ways.” My math teacher has a squeaky voice and is extremely quirky, my meteorology teacher is by far the best always claiming that after his class will all want to be MET majors! Then my nutrition teacher… she’s nice and makes class interesting, however, it’s online so not much social interaction or paying attention is required. Lastly, my Child development teacher. Shockingly enough she’s had me laughing quite a few times. Mostly by her role playing and her examples of situations.
Anyways. Life is the same old same. Summer is officially over, yet, it’s still hot-hot-hot here! (Highlight and Low-light of summer…..)
Highlight- My one year anniversary with my boyfriend! It was a fun weekend that we spent together. Going to the city, beach, the lake, downtown and out to dinner!
Low-light- Being hit by a car, my car being totaled and having to buy a new car which is costing me 13K out of pocket :/
-But hey on the bright-side me and my boyfriend survived!!
Till Next Time-
What to take?
For some reason I can’t figure out what is wrong with me.. I thought I had a cold, then I thought I had a bad headache and now I’m wondering if It’s my sinuses. My head feels like a ballon with too much air in it! I can’t think straight and if I move my head any direction too quickly the pressure in my head intensifies. Weird! But i’ve taken aspirin, day-quill and now medicine for allergy and sinuses. So far none of them have helped.. GR.
So I’ve Just realized…
After looking through my posts with boyfriend chilling next to me, that about 90 percent of my posts are negative in some way… Apparently I only blog when something makes me mad ha. So now my new goal is to blog more often so I share more then negative things with people… Hmm because honestly I don’t want to worry anyone who happens to read my posts. Life isn’t all that bad…. I SWEAR!!!
It’s like high school all over again…
Not having a car. Having to ask for a ride. And not being able to go somewhere you want to go. The worst part is the reason I don’t have a car and can not drive was totally out of my control.. Now all I can do is wait and learn to love VTA.
